1year 3days
Although i sort of expected that there will be tears,
It still breaks my heart seeing how unwillingly she was to leave.
I don't know how he felt,
But i know many of us miss you alot.

Looking at your picture brought back fond memories;
How we always spend one whole day at your house watching shows or playing games;
How we always fight for the front seat and you would ask the boys not to bully me and let me sit infront;
How you will always bring us to the zoo during weekends and we'll never get bored of doing the same old things;
How you always brought us to your workplace even though you were busy;
How you always try to make your car available for us when our dad's not free;
How you talk to us when our mom complains that we were disobedient & how we will try to tell you our side of the story;
How you always sacrifice your own time & kept us accompany throughout holidays, putting our interest as your top priority;
How you gave me useful advice when i was in a dilema;
How you always said that as long as we tried our best, it's okay

The list can go on and on but it simply reminds me that the happy moments we once shared will forever remain as memories.

I really regretted the times when i was literally next to you but i never spoke to you.
I wanted to talk to you but i didn't know how
I was thinking so much that i was afraid.
When we visited you, i was really happy to see that you're fine.
But everybody was afraid that something was not right.
True enough, you became a totally different person the next day.
When i received the call, i was shivering all over and i couldn't stop crying,
I kept hoping that i would see you for the last time.
You were still around,
but everybody were crying,
They asked us to say something to you, but i couldn't do it
There were so many things running through my mind, i didn't know what was the right thing to say.
Seeing you suffer, i wanted you to go,
but deep down inside, it hurts so much.
I know you didn't want to see us like that,
thats why you tried to smile
i know it was really difficult to do it
but you tried and made us really really happy.

I know you tried your best throughout the 2years
& you've been through a lot throughout your life
You truly deserve to be happy.
Although things are different without you now,
We will learn to get by,
knowing that you're healthy and happy

I love you.

Spare a thought for me;
Be sensitive to how i feel;
Put yourself in my shoes;
Will you?

11months 4days,
Where are you?
Realized that its been almost a year
Time passed so fast, i hardly felt your absence.
However, it would hit me hard whenever i think about you.
Just like today, seeing her and thinking how much he changed
I realized how important you were to us.
Memories just keep flooding back and i remembered how much i miss you.
Are you still watching over us?
I have got so much to tell you but you are no longer around.
I know i haven't told you this before,
but i love you.

why cant they just understand

thinking about those days,

OB role play and RHT report due on monday. 

A fire broke out opposite my house